Bitter
Discounted
Discontent
That shit was on sale
Way way in the back
Buy one get one but no refunds
Don't like em leave em outside
Alone afraid and not intact
Severed the question of unconditional and its condition
Reminiscent of non-existence neglected rejected Defective?
No detective needed Case solved and I receded
Into a broken shell of self loathing and utter shame
Stricken by hands bad luck and a life of impulsiveness
Strewn with DUMBASS decisions
The uroboros
No not the northern lights you FUCK
When history repeats itself
Like hearing stories then baring witness
And creating traumas of your own in your own
The resulting chaos leaves a beautiful wake
Of understanding that controls' grasp is fake
Like seeing my faults unfaulted
But through my saline filled lenses
When I blink a river escapes
I look down at my toast
And all I see is SOGGY BREAD
