Eàj - Halloween (feat. Curtdarula) Lyrics

It's Eàj
Yeah yeah yeah

Yeah you never ghosted me but
Every memory of you is haunted now
It might as well be Halloween yeah
Our old home's nothing more than a haunted house
You'd think we lived on Elm Street yeah
You got me trying not to sleep yeah
So I don't see you in my dreams yeah
When I do your eyes are gleaming
Like a demon

You said I was your perfect nigga, guess that didn't mean shit
You tore my heart right out my chest, still can't believe you cheated
The veil you held over my eyes made it so hard to see shit
Now when I see you I don't see a girl I see a demon
Said it was us until the end, I guess the end was creepin
You did me dirty man I swear it gets so hard to speak
And it gets hard for me to function knowing you still see him
It's cuz of bitches just like you that I barely got feelings

Don't try to walk inside my shoes, you might turn paraplegic
You knocked down all of my defenses girl and for what reason
I gave you chances after chances to just leave, I pleaded
For you to be honest with me and yet you still kept secrets

Yeah you never ghosted me but
Every memory of you is haunted now
It might as well be Halloween yeah
Our old home's nothing more than a haunted house
You'd think we lived on Elm Street yeah
You got me trying not to sleep yeah
So I don't see you in my dreams yeah
When I do your eyes are gleaming
Like a demon

You was far from loyal
Momma said you ain't the one, I thought I was for you
I was focused on the one, time was not important
You start playing all these games and you lost your controller
Keep my emotions in a box, I get high to control them
She took my heart and then she left, I can't believe I folded
But I can't change the fact you a hoe, it's my fault I ain't notice
Through your disguise like Halloween, it's hard to stay on focus

I turned to a savage, she got dramatic, I couldn't stand that shit
I had to switch up, couldn't f*ck her again
Thought she was low but I heard from her friend
She just got fingered inside of the Benz, damn
That why I don't give my heart out or energy
You f*cked up my trust, are you kidding me
Felt real but I see it was make believe

Yeah you never ghosted me but
Every memory of you is haunted now
It might as well be Halloween yeah
Our old home's nothing more than a haunted house
You'd think we lived on Elm Street yeah
You got me trying not to sleep yeah
So I don't see you in my dreams yeah
When I do your eyes are gleaming
Like a demon

F*ck intentions, they ain't matchin all your actions
Man I swear you caught me lacking
Thought you loved me, you was cappin
And I swear I hate to say this cuz I know how you love actin
But I ain't with all the fake shit, since you f*cked him you can have him

F*ck it, imma just start rappin
Mappin out my life like Mapquest
Actions come with more reactions, and I'm trynna make shit happen
I came up from the mud, now I'm just trynna find my balance
But it's hard with this .45 up on my waste that gets to blastin
Still I'm laughin cuz you pushed me to the edge and you ain't even peep it
I guess my karma just caught up to me, it's what I needed
I'll never play with hearts again, Lord hope that you believe it
I learned my lesson, I'm done stressin bout no bitch that's skeezin

Don't try to walk inside my shoes, you might turn paraplegic
You knocked down all of my defenses girl and for what reason
I gave you chances after chances to just leave, I pleaded
For you to be honest with me and yet you still kept secrets