Eàj - I Decided Lyrics

It's Eàj
Oh no no no

I'll be the first to admit it I
I was unfaithful but just listen I
Was thinking bout the bigger picture
I ain't take time to consider
How it'd be when I was with her no

It was never only bout us
Cuz everything ain't all about you
I know that I had broken your trust
But I was thinking bout her heart too
What's happening I

Came back again I
Tried to spare you but you keep on coming back again I
Ain't try to play you, it just ended up like that I guess I
Should've never let you talk me into that again, no
And look what happened when

You said that you were fed up
With us not being together
So you gave me this dilemma, either cuff you or go
But it just wasn't that simple
I was planning to get with you
After I deaded this issue with my favorite hoe
I decided, I chose you
But she loved me just like you
Couldn't find it in me to
Break her heart over text
So I said yes to you
Then I went to go see her
Had good intentions at first
Ain't plan what happened next see

It was never only bout us
Don't think that it was all about you
I know that I had broken your trust
But I was thinking bout her heart too
What's happening I

Shit happened and I told her that it can't again and
She started crying like you did when I confessed it damn, look
Look I'm so sorry, didn't know how you had felt back then I
Thought I was tryin to do right man by the both of them aye

You got tired of our situationship
But you know that you can't force a real relationship
Why'd you threaten to cut me out like f*ckin paper it
It don't make sense yo, we were eachothers best friends and shit
We could've been friends

Yo we could've just been friends
But you said it was the end
If I ain't cuff you right then
So of course I cuffed you then
I don't wanna make amends
Know I hurt you, can't pretend
Just want you to understand
What had happened way back then see

It was never only bout us
But know that in the end I chose you
I know that I had broken your trust
Thought I was thinking bout her heart too
What's happening

She loved me just as much as you did
You would think that she was shot by f*ckin Cupid
She didn't even know about you it was ruthless
Should've never had y'all out here looking stupid I
Feel so stupid I
Feel so stupid I
Fell in love with you and I can't even prove it aye
Least I ain't f*ck her, she was begging me to do it aye
My heart's a stone and it broke both of theirs with one hit
I'm so sorry but