E$kimo - 12:17 or Later Lyrics

Holding on
I'm falling apart again
I'm losing my f*cking head
I'm wishing that i was dead

Filled with the dread of waking up in my bed
Like waking the f*cking dead
These walls are caving in
I'm staring up at the ceiling but there's nothing to repress
These voices in my head that tell me i should be dead

Cut my wrists watch the blood f*cking drip
Choke that bitch fill her up with the clip
Slit my wrist my personality split
Heart so cold i feel like i dont exist
God if you're real just tell me I'll be ok
Another to die another day I'm alive
Wishing everybody would f*cking just go away
Leave me alone and why would you even try

Sold my soul
Feel so cold
Always alone
Aint got no home

Nowhere to go
Driving my car down the road in the cold
Holding my phone
Missing these calls please just leave alone

F*cked up
Running out of luck
Sick of giving up
Callin up the plug
Somebody pick up
Somebody pick up i need to feel numb
Bullet to your head if you say you're done

Cold nights
Sleep in my car staring at the moonlight
Long fights
She dont love me and I just don't feel alright
Heart like ice
Slit my own throat I wouldn't even think twice
Heart like ice
Maybe she would love me if she could just watch me die

Doing 90 on the road screaming till my f*ckin throat feels like I'm gonna explode
Headlights pass and I got no to ask if I could forget the past then I could just let it go
Hold on to me don't let me go
Cocaine's gone and I'm all alone
Just put my last roxy up my nose
Bring dead roses when I finally go
Dead Rose's
F*ckin hopeless
I'm so broken
Keep chain smoking