Ashes on the road
Cocaine in my nose
Dead roses still have thorns
Dead hearts dont get torn
The rain is falling down
Wishing I could drown
My head always down
Don't talk to me when I'm around
The curse of this town
Depression I've got it down
Don't ask me about my frown
Surrounded by f*cking clowns
Honestly I'm dying
I'm dying to feel alive
I'm dying to run and hide
I'm dying to f*cking die
I'm trying to f*cking drive
I'm trying to free my mind
Can't see the f*cking signs
Can't read between the lines
So nevermind
Its ok, I'll be fine
She said
That she don't really need me
She said
Why don't you f*cking leave me
If I was dead
Would you ever forgive me
For the words I said
When I was afraid you were leaving
Would you hold my head
After I'm filled up with lead
After I've done myself in
After I've ended my pain
I'm trying to be ok
I'm trying to hold on for your sake
Smile on my face
I hope you remember this on the day that I meet my fate
Falling down
Falling down
Look at my phone but I don't pick up when you calling
Leave me alone I've tied the rope I kicked the chair I'm falling
Falling down