El - Meditation Lyrics

The only thing that I'm repeating are hooks on my tracks
All these rappers need books in their bag
Because I'm tired of hearing the same thing again
All you rappers need Webster to teach you to snap
Build your vocab
If you don't
Then I'll teach you myself
I'm going to show you the difference in wealth and becoming rich
Trust me I'm not a kid losing what I never gained
Place a rapper
Compare
But we won't be the same
I won't be here for the fame
All I want is enough to be stable and do as I please
While I pour out my heart filled with pain
Doubt what you see
You will never believe what I felt
But I'm strong and my soul I won't sell
Now that I think
God
I haven't been praying
My mother fulfills it for me
I'm just saying
I'm never alone
When I feel that I am it's because I forgot to go stand for my life
But I have to be wise and my stubbornness clears when I'm ready to fight
Right
I had to sweat
Have my body feel wrecked
When the day was concluded
I didn't go looting
I simply took labor to fill up my favor
Invaded my poverty
Call me a raider
I was that kid who would mind his own business
I still do the same
But something's are now different
No I am not rich
I am wealthy inside
But some people are blind
The money takes eyes
Lies
All that they say
But when broke we all have our priorities straight
With the cash we go buying what we never made
But now lemme get back to you later and all I can say is I hope you be safe
You can go swerve in a wraith
But I'm focused on what should come first
Not the bank
This'll go a long way
To the people who hate
I don't give you my time
Because I know it's a waste
Meditation perfected
I can't give the evil the smallest percentage
I worked for the longest
Perfecting my flow and see now that I got it these people won't know
Living my to the fullest is tough when I haven't achieved what I wanted
I take a step back
Because I really feel haunted
Sometimes I regret in my head
I collide and I'm fed with the pain I consume
But I still kill the mood
Meditate till my body feels great and I'll stay doing me till the day I meet fate

Back when the days were the driest
I wished that I knew what to do
But nobody replied
What is advice when your people are selfish
They don't wanna see what you'll be during time
Rather be left alone
That's the best way to go
They saw you grow and they question your flow
But if I would've had their support in the start
All of this would've never been made from the heart
Family
Friends and the strangers were doubtful
But now what they see is one hell of a mouthful
I proved em all wrong and the world needs to see that an obstacle isn't impossible
Tell the apostle I'm fine and the church
I decline
Because I'm not about to be returning
A sign that I'm better without him is all of the progress I've made
Because with him I'd be placed somewhere under the bar
Now I'm a star and I've made it
So what
All of this is from working the hardest
So trust that I'm not giving up
I won't loosen my grip
This is it
I won't stop till my fist has been lifted and hear that I'm gifted
A scream that makes people berserk and my foes are dessert
All of the pain that you put me through made me this monster
A titan
Now look at you