Elephant in the Room - Sad Acoustic Love Songs Lyrics

Sitting here by myself
And playing these sad acoustic love songs
Waiting for someone else to sing the words
You know
Not so long ago
I asked you to sing them for me
But you would never listen you just heard
And i guess i can't quite blame you
For not seeing things like i did
Since it is a rare commodity these days
But you know that I believed in you
Until my hands and lips turned blue
And I sat stranded and strangled in your ways
I needed you to save me from myself
Save me from myself
Cuz every moment without you is pain
But every day time that I'm with you's the same
And I can't seem to find my way home
When I'm on my own
So our story ended there
And soon the melody it changed
From a ballad back into a minor tune
But the lyrics stayed the same
And so my song it fell apart
And on dead ears my words fell
Broken and assumed
I needed you to save me from myself
Save me from myself
Cuz every moment without you is pain
But every day time that I'm with you's the same
And I can't seem to find my way home
When I'm on my own
You're the only one I ever gave all my love to
You're the only one I ever showed the "me" inside
The lyrics to my heart and mind are messy, dark and out of time
But you wouldn't stay, you ran away to hide
Didn't anyone ever tell you to treat others like they've treated you?
But I guess that doesn't matter anymore...
So I'll drown myself in alcohol and thoughts of us before the falling out we had
I'm missing you, I want my hands dark blue again, just like before
I cant handle any more
So I'll keep
Sitting here by myself
Playing these sad acoustic love songs
And I hope I can find the courage to sing the words
All on my own