Eli - i thought about taking my life last night Lyrics

Feeling so depressed
Why am i a mess, yeah
Feel it in my head
How do i express it

Wanna tell my friends
Wanna tell my best friend
That i thought about taking my life last night

But don't let my momma find out
Tell her she don't have a thing to worry about
I don't need her wild with doubt
I know she'll think i'm selfish, i'm not selfish- i'm just all by myself

I'm not selfish, i'm just trying to find
Answers to my questions and peace of mind

Taking a breath cause i know that i have plenty of time
To figure out why i'm here and alive
When i'm depressed, it's cause i'm not understanding
Why i exist, yeah i struggle with this

I don't know what to do
Yeah i wanna tell you
I don't wanna lose my life just yet

Feel like i have so much left, i am not done yet
No, i'm not done yet

I know if i try my best, if i try my best
I will make it through this