Matter of Perspective Video (MV)

Fingers creeping around my throat
Time to feel like I'm losing control
Life suddenly seems so much shorter
A gut punch and a sayonara

Can't sleep and can't get up now
Will this be the rest of my life
The same cycles the same routine
Maybe everything I do is in vain

Broken body falling to pieces
Have I caught my mind red handed
Searching for something in between
Clean and sober don't really matter

Tell myself it's all gonna work out
Just give it time it's got to get better

I'm screaming
On the floor
I want to feel
Normal
Again
Again

Take a moment for yourself
A day or two I'm just out of sorts
Like clockwork we're back to square one
Seems the same but so much different

I'm Tired of the interrogation
The story is harder to keep straight
Who knows what, and why, and where
Memory seems to serve me wrong

All the things I took for granted
Become so painfully obvious

Tell myself it's all gonna work out
Just give it time it's got to get better

I'm screaming
On the floor
I want to feel
Normal
Again
Again

Maybe life has passed me by
Staring in the rearview mirror
Just some changes nothing major
Except for all my overreactions

The match burns so bright and fast
It's still burning and that's good enough
Say it's all a matter of perspective
The lenses change but you're still the same

Tell myself it's all gonna work out
Just give it time it's gonna get better

I'm screaming
On the floor
I want to feel
Normal
Again
Again