I'm usually the one who gives cold shoulders
But now I'm the one who holds us
I'm stupid for being upfront, oh god
Like telling you this
Will it get to your memories, you wanted my kids
Get that it was just for show
Heat of the moment then we let it go
But god damn
I spent hours, and hours, and hours 'til end
Now we're barely spending minutes I want it again
Too bad I can see the pattern in how we interact
Conversations leads to phrases, to hello, to not even that
So you can take your intentions and go
Away
From
Me
I'm leaving us behind because the truth
I
Don't
Want to see
Even though I tried to make you realize the sudden truth
That I
I love you
I love you
I love you, I love you
I don't want to lose you
I'd give you my all, but I gave you my all
I cut out every hoe that was in my phone
Made you number one with a ring and throne
I don't want to fight with you, I want to talk
I don't want to break the ice, rip us apart
I don't want to give you the chance to lift your heart
Even though we need it
I want to deceive it
If you pick it up you'll be killig me
Spend every part of my day speculating on what we will be
Eventually you'll bring it up
I have to prepare myself so I can fill your old cup
Getting in touch with some side-chicks
The fall will be easier, my contacts getting wild thick
I'm too in love with you
I have to leave
Before we fall
Go
Away
From
Me
I'm leaving us behind because the truth
I
Don't
Want to see
And you can take your intentions and go
Away
From
Me
I'm leaving us behind because the truth
I
Don't
Want to see