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Uh
Truth be told
Since 9 years old
Wearing Jordan 3's
When it's 4 below
Wasn't tall enough
Wasn't good enough
But I worked hard to achieve my goals
Remember shooting hoops outside my papa's house
To escape the world had to block it out
When there's 3 seconds on the shot clock
Do you pass the ball or go an' knock it down

There are many types of people
Those who turn there dreams into reality
When others fall asleep thinking
This is out of reach an' a fallacy
I'm from a small town down in Massachusetts
Many people hated now the masses choose this
Flows sick no cap with bad pollution
I'm a basket case with a missing screw bitch
Yeah
Every day in life is a gamble
Turned my Rocky past
Into lead
Sharp like Rambo
Now I take all my pain on the track
An' load up the clip with unlimited ammo
So if you're misinformed
I'm the new school
Never will conform
Might not have degrees
But I am not the norm
What's a Ph.D. when you heal with songs
Ah

Made a promise no label will label me
I really hope that I can keep it
Heard fame is a deadly disguise
Hope my loved ones are there when I need them
I feel things are starting to change
I'm packing my bags an' I'm leaving
Not expecting to blow any day
All this stress I just hope I make even

Truth be told
This industry is tough
Give a smile back
Comes a shoulder shrug
People promise shit but never follow through
Don't pretend to like me I am not your bud

Might be 19 but I am not a kid
Deal with more shit than you could comprehend
I dropped everything to pursue this shit
I asked for a sub not some money bitch
I give the shirt off my back
For people who would never do the same
Now they all flocking back
With a different tone
And a song to play
An' I'm to nice to say f*ck off
So I hold it in an' we celebrate
I got too much more to do
Long nights 2 am up in the stu'
Thank god for the ones who stuck around
Stay inspired never needed drugs or booze
Never needed your criticism too
But it damn well
Made the fire fuel
Still got anxiety daily
An' depression but what I am to do
Can't sit here and dwell upon the past
Even though happiness can never last
An' I wish my mom would understand
But we both know that will never happen

Thank god I'm gifted with this my music
To heal all my stresses scars and bruises
And when you're doubted all your life
You better not slow down until you prove it
Yeah

Made a promise no label will label me
I really hope that I can keep it
Heard fame is a deadly disguise
Hope my loved ones are there when I need them
I feel things are starting to change
I'm packing my bags an' I'm leaving
Not expecting to blow any day
All this stress I just hope I make even

Made a promise no label will label me
I really hope that I can keep it
Heard fame is a deadly disguise
Hope my loved ones are there when I need them
I feel things are starting to change
I'm packing my bags an' I'm leaving
Not expecting to blow any day
All this stress I just hope I make even
Yeah
I just hope I make even