Can't Seem To Numb Video (MV)

I can't make you stay
I can't change the way you feel
Can't seem to numb the pain
Can't seem to find a way to deal with
Losing my escape
What was my mistake?
Did I push you away?

Nothing seems to matter
When you're not here by my side
When you took your love
You stole the color from my life
Just look me in the eyes
Leaving all these cuts before you're leaving me behind
You were my addiction
Now I'm going through withdrawals
I just want to overdose and let go of it all
We're toxic and codependent
I can't defend it
Just know that everytime I said I loved you I meant it

I can't make you stay
I can't change the way you feel
Can't seem to numb the pain
Can't seem to find a way to deal with
Losing my escape
What was my mistake?
Did I push you away?

Took a couple shots to try to show you the real me
I need a conversation
Yeah you need to speak clearly
Like what's the point of love
If we have different motivations
And what's the point in us
If we don't got communication
And when I'm vulnerable I beg don't throw it back at me
You shut your heart
I needed love, I needed empathy
You were so quick to throw me out and treat me like a stranger
Now I'm just a stranger

I can't make you stay
I can't change the way you feel
Can't seem to numb the pain
Can't seem to find a way to deal with
Losing my escape
What was my mistake?
Did I push you away?