Another day passes still you haven't
Made any attempt to make it better
Looking back you were always passive
But i thought it was a good thing
When we were together
Now i'm standing on my own two feet
Never needed you supporting me
I watched you give in to the fear
I don't want you here
But still i want to be close to you
Even when i want nothing to do with you
Why do i want to be close to you?
Even when i want nothing to do with you
You came to me empty handed
You'd already made your decision
Even if you say that's not how you planned it
You never really wanted an intermission
You can't give me what i need
So quick to admit defeat
Instead of rolling up your sleeves
You decided to leave
But still i want to be close to you
Even when i want nothing to do with you
Why do i want to be close to you?
Even when i want nothing to do with you
Living hour by hour in a personal hell
Taking extra long showers and touching myself
Just
Trying to feel good again
Trying to feel like myself again without you
Living hour by hour in a personal hell
Taking extra long showers and touching myself
Just
Trying to feel good again
Trying to feel anything without you
But still i want to be close to you
Even when i want nothing to do with you
Why the f*ck do i want to be close to you?
Even when i want nothing to do with you