I'm putting all my thoughts on my sketch pad
Pretty girls inspire me but she doesn't get that
Instead she get jealous, instead she wanna get mad
I'm trynna get breaded and this girl a major setback
Cognitive dissonance hit, not again man
I want cash but I want love, nah I can't forget that
But If I want cash I can't have love, I told her get back
Pretty girl in my dms, hit her with a step back
Woosh
I want cheese like a mouse, hella karats like a rabbit
Moroccan shawty half Spanish, teaching me Arabic
Told her I just want faloos and the next scene was tragic
She said she love my Johnson and then she called it magic
From Young I saw my lil bro obsessing over stabbings
But my uncle taught me don't snitch so I hoped mum wld catch him
What kind of older bro am I? I know it's a mad ting
But if I think about it all Imma go erratic
Bat shit crazy
Chat dema chat
It's calm cos guys can't say they made me
I thought I'd spend my summertime with a pretty lady
Ever since you left I've struggled with my f*cking motivation
I'm thinking if I have a baby, maybe it would save me
And the same way I sly raised my mum a son or daughter'd probably raise me
I've seen guys livo turn to pagans right after they praised me
I wish I knew you wanted me now I feel like Steve Lacy
I think 20 really aged me
20 really made me who I am, made me patient
This last year's shown me way more than education
Taught me Keep my head down on the graft we can't rush greatness
Yuh
I'm putting all my thoughts on my sketch pad
Pretty girls inspire me but she doesn't get that
Instead she get jealous, instead she wanna get mad
I'm trynna get breaded and this girl a major setback
Cognitive dissonance hit, not again man
I want cash but I want love, nah I can't forget that
But If I want cash I can't have love, I told her get back
Pretty girl in my dms, hit her with a step back
Woosh
This year of my life I really feel like I've gained consciousness
I feel awake, I feel alive,
Thank you for the pain and the strife
Yes Yes Yes hehe
