Emlyn - right? Lyrics

No, I don't want to admit it
But there's something you're not saying
If you don't want a commitment
No running, just say it
Maybe you want to disappear
I can't tell my God from my fear
Feels so damn real and you're in it
If that's what's coming, I can take it

I love you more than you love me
I can't be more sure of that
You keep on saying, "No, trust me"
And nothing feels worse than that

You tell me we're great, it feels like a lie
And all that I need is for you to be mine
But I love you more than you love me
Please, God, don't tell me I'm right
I'm wrong, right?

I've never felt so seen by somebody
Like you know me, but don't control me
I'm used to boys leaving for money, or girls, or drugs
It's always something
My friends are calling my bluff
They're telling me it's all in my head, I'm enough
I know you don't recognize anxious
But it's crushing, I'll explain it

It feels like I love you more than you love me
I can't be more sure of that
You keep on saying, "No, trust me"
And nothing feels worse than that

You tell me we're great, it feels like a lie
And all that I need is for you to be mine
But I love you more than you love me
Please, God, don't tell me I'm right

Why does, "I'm right here", sound like, "I might disappear"
Why does, "we're just fine", sound like, "I'm tired of trying"
You're using your words but I'm hearing the worst
So please, God, don't tell me I'm right
I'm wrong, right?
Please tell me I'm not right
I'm too close to losing it, don't let me ruin this
I've never felt this in my life

I love you more than you love me
I can't be more sure of that
I love you more than you love me
I'm so f*cking scared of that

You can't relate, but the thoughts in my mind
Convince me you're way too good to be mine
That I love you more than you love me
Please, God, don't tell me I'm right
I'm wrong, right?