I'm not angry I'm just tired
I'm not sad I just want out
This gun's got bullets I an't fired
And they're weighing me down
Cause I know I won't win
So I hold it in
But it's crushing me from the inside out
Wanna let it rip wanna scream and shout
I want you to see
Just what you've done to me
But I don't want you to know
What you could do to me
So I play the fool but you're just being cruel
And now I shut my mouth
And I wear myself out
Should wrap my hands around your neck
The blood on yours should stain them red
I'll be fine just give me a sec
To get these thoughts out of my head
Cause I could deny it
Could try to hide it
But it's crushing me from the inside out
Wanna let it rip wanna scream and shout
I want you to see
Just what you've done to me
But I don't want you to know
What you could do to me
So I play the fool but you're just being cruel
And now I shut my mouth
And I wear myself out
You're wearing me out
You're wearing me out
You're wearing me out
You're wearing me out
You're wearing me down
To scared to make a sound
I hold it in
And you always win
But it's crushing me from the inside out
Wanna let it rip wanna scream and shout
I want you to see
Just what you've done to me
But I don't want you to know
What you could do to me
So I play the fool but you're just being cruel
And now I shut my mouth
And I wear myself out
And I wear myself out
And I wear myself out