Emma Blackery - Apologise Lyrics

I know I'm rude
I can't take when I'm wrong
And I'm told 'cause I get embarrassed
I haven't learned my lesson from all the times
You said you would leave
And I, I can't find the words
'Cause I get aggressive (I find it easier to sit here in silence)

I know I choose to get mad
And if I don't get my way, I act like a brat but I
No, I can't, I can't seem to find a way to say sorry
'Cause when I've hurt you
I'm scared I'll get that wrong too

What's wrong with me?
It could all go away if I just apologize
Am I not strong enough?
To just say you're right
And I there won't be a next time?

So I close my eyes
And I keep it down inside and it eats me alive
Why don't you just, why don't you just
Why don't you just apologize?
'Cause I can't admit you're right at any time
Why don't you just, why don't you just
Why don't you just apologize?

I know you're sick of my shit
We keep going around in circles
And now you're used to it
And it shouldn't be that way
So now I say, so now I say I'm

What's wrong with me?
It could all go away if I just apologize
Am I not strong enough?
To just say you're right
And I there won't be a next time?

So I close my eyes
And I keep it down inside and it eats me alive
Why don't you just, why don't you just
Why don't you just apologize?
'Cause I can't admit you're right at any time
Why don't you just, why don't you just
Why don't you just apologize?

So I close my eyes
And I keep it down inside and it eats me alive
Why don't you just, why don't you just
Why don't you just apologize?
'Cause I can't admit you're right at any time
Why don't you just, why don't you just
Why don't you just apologize?