Emmy the Arkhive - Despair (feat. LoKy) Lyrics

I swear that my dreams are almost there
But nobody gonna care
I'm trynna pay all my dues and live well
They leave me breathing no air
I swear that my dreams are almost there
But nobody gonna care
I'm trynna pay all my dues and live well
They leave me breathing no air
I'm tired of being suffocated
All my brain motivated
Tryna make the money but it's
Harder when you wanna make it
Cause you gotta focus on the smaller things around you
I wanna stay on top but these billies wanna clown you
You really wanna hide but they always say they found you
I'm always working hard but that's always cause I'm bound to round 2
Coming back harder than I have to
Cause they always wanna catch you
When your at your lowest down too
It's easy when you got a lot of things to run away from
Cause its always difficult when you try to face em
First step is to admit you got a problem
Wake up nothing in this world that you can't really make up Started from the bottom
And it's barely going up I don't want the money if were only gonna stunt
Give it all I have man I'll give it all my guts
Rather be at work than just laying in the cut cause
I swear that my dreams are almost there
But nobody gonna care
I'm trynna pay all my dues and live well
They leave me breathing no air
I swear that my dreams are almost there
But nobody gonna care
I'm trynna pay all my dues and live well
They leave me breathing no air
Back the f*ck up i need some room to breathe
I'm just a rapper that's all you think of me
But I'm an actor I act on my instinct
And what i'm after is more than what you think
But in the meantime i'm chasing this one thing
It brings you power its often colored green
Use to be ours back then when we was kings
But now these cowards took over the whole thing
It a'int about the riches its about changing lives
Just make sure you a'int switchin' when you said you would ride
I got plenty of problems but i a'int one to hide
You bitches couldn't Fathom what I got on my mind
I'm Tryna make a milli' of some nickels and some dimes
This Money a'int gone heal me that's why i write all these rhymes
Things change, rearrange with the pass of the Time
It don't happen by luck this shits all by Design
I swear that my dreams are almost there
But nobody gonna care
I'm trynna pay all my dues and live well
They leave me breathing no air
I swear that my dreams are almost there
But nobody gonna care
I'm trynna pay all my dues and live well
They leave me breathing no air
I've been trynna swim wanna get away from debt life
Weights in my ankles keep pulling to next life
See people having fun nothing but they best life
When will I get there to the party's on the west-side
I know the moves I'm making are in the right direction
People always ask me for the right direction
Cater to the world than gonna seem infectious
But when it comes around I'll just hop up in the Lexus
Many more people that we gotta reach
Many more lessons that we gotta teach
Many more changes that I wanna see
Gotta find the truth right inside of me
If I don't point it out who the hell is gonna do it
If I don't chase the dream who the hell is gon' pursue it
Been putting in the work gotta work a little harder
More to the man more than I ever offered