Emotional Nigga - Letter (...) Lyrics

I'm sorry I knew this was going to happen
That I was gonna end up changing my focus
Center my life around you and be left with a shattered heart only
Yet some nights I still let sweet thoughts Dust my mind clean

Sorry, I put you first
Sorry couldn't make this work
Realizing late now I feel worse
Only you can make me feel hurt
Not your priority
Love was serious for me
Not what you thought love to be like
But you were all that for me
I'm sorry that I loved you
You didn't so want to do
There's a monster creating
Cause no one left here to save me

I'm sorry I knew this was going to happen
That I was gonna end up changing my focus
Center my life around you and be left with a shattered heart only
Yet some nights I still let sweet thoughts Dust my mind clean

This is the third Christmas I have spent
Without you and I'm just now realizing this
My worth I pray that Santa one day
Will give this message oh wait he's just a fairy tale babe