Solo Video (MV)

So I've been going solo
For so long
I think I need my friends
Where is my phone
I know I got promise
I do it all
I'm just being honest
I give it all
So I've been going solo
For so long
I think I need my friends
Where is my phone
I know I got promise
I do it all
I'm just being honest
I give it my all

Giving my best
Even if I run out of every breathe
I fill my lungs
With words I express
How my distrust is not a myth
I just keep giving myself
Over to
Way too high standards
I'm just trying to keep myself centered
But it's hard when I have a battle inside
Don't lie
I know it's comes like surprises
In my mind
I just try to keep myself together, together
I know why
You think less of me and my life
I know
I can do
Better
I tried
I'm fine don't ask me questions
I know your intentions
Forget that I mentioned it
'Cause it doesn't matter

So I've been going solo
For so long
I think I need my friends
Where is my phone
I know I got promise
I do it all
I'm just being honest
I give it all
So I've been going solo
For so long
I think I need my friends
Where is my phone
I know I got promise
I do it all
I'm just being honest
I give it my all

Sometimes
It's easier to give then get back
I've given more than I've asked for
But that doesn't mean that
They deserve it
I'm just hurting
I'm just pushing
The hurt they giving
In another direction
I'm deflecting
Hoping, praying
I'm just wishing
It makes a difference
They won't listen
Tired of it
Please forgive me
They won't get it
It's too heavy
So they ignore it
So I keep a distance
I can see it all so vividly
They are so cynical
And they made me a victim
I probably did it myself

So I've been going solo
For so long
I think I need my friends
Where is my phone
I know I got promise
I do it all
I'm just being honest
I give it all
So I've been going solo
For so long
I think I need my friends
Where is my phone
I know I got promise
I do it all
I'm just being honest
I give it my all