env0ux - Energy Sponge Lyrics

If you look at my name the way it was written you would think that it say envious
I was never envious
People only be around cause they see what they can benefit
I was who they benefit from
Soaking up the good vibes, fabricating memories
Finding out the energy sponges
They know me, I cut ties, I ain't reminiscing naw
But I know that they feeling it now
Call me fake, call me sneak, cause I stopped before I started
Everybody around me know I always put my all in
Gave my heart a chance to think, but my brain already called it
Give your love to everybody, but I see this happen often
Once you give them what they want, then they stop calling and you wondering
Where did it all go wrong
Oh look, here it come, another pain song
Oh look, here it come, it wasn't my fault
But it was
It don't mean they family because they share blood
Loyalty defines family, that's what it was
That's what it is
Everybody got a different version of this shit, the story
Everybody want to have a name and the glory, that's why I cut them off
They ain't for me, I just need somebody energy to match mine
If I meant to be solo dolo then I could see why
If you look at my name the way it was written you would think that it say envious
I was never envious
People only be around cause they see what they can benefit
I was who they benefit from
Soaking up the good vibes, fabricating memories
Finding out the energy sponges
They know me, I cut ties, I ain't reminiscing naw
But I know that they feeling it now
Wouldn't appreciate the sun the same if it never rained
Somebody told me they wouldn't hate you if you stayed the same
Your elevation, won't adapt cause they afraid of change
But that's a human trait, it's really give or take
Can't be moving so hasty, I'm just trying to be great
I see why they hate me, I live up to the name
The label they gave me, I'll forever be lame
Know I'm a dying breed, real without trying to be
I just give them honesty, I'm still finding me
I know they fond of me, ain't gotta lie to me
I don't hear it enough, tell me you proud of me
I don't feel it enough, they don't be minding me
Would've thought if it happened enough times I would've caught on
Ain't wanna believe the signs but I'm wrong if I start drawn, right?
I'm knowing pain never lasts long, it's forever so what's the point of still trying to remain strong, right?
If you look at my name the way it was written you would think that it say envious
I was never envious
People only be around cause they see what they can benefit
I was who they benefit from
Soaking up the good vibes, fabricating memories
Finding out the energy sponges
They know me, I cut ties, I ain't reminiscing naw
But I know that they feeling it now