env0ux - Public Enemy Lyrics

I love to fly, it's just you're alone, you're peace and quiet, nothing around you but clear blue sky
No one to hassle you, no one to tell you where to go or what to do
The only bad part about flying is having to come back down to the f*cking world

I used to wonder why when shit went right, shit went left
It's probably cause I took that step to be the last man standing
Nothing was handed, all this fake love really got a young nigga damaged
It don't really matter where I'm coming from, it just only matter where I'm going
Wishing I could make this life a lifestyle, instead of me just living in the moment

All these hidden agendas, people with bad intentions
Watching them move different while watching my crew slipping
Listen, I was finna than I thought for a second, it wasn't even worth it
Why would I give them leverage, I'm motivated by knowing that I ain't got it

I'm influenced, I tell myself to go get it
On the red carpet, got me feeling like a million
Giving my life story to complete strangers
Hoping they really feel it, hoping I get my shot

Hoping they don't try to turn me into something I'm not
But something I want to be
I'm thinking about a hundred days and a hundred nights
I'm thinking about a hundred ways just to make it right, yeah

But this my life, my life, I know it's wrong but it just feels so right
I'm having fun but it's just for one night
And then I'm gone, then I'm gone, it's nazzy

You know you're a little different from everyone else
You put your life inside the shadows for everyone else
You know they don't understand you
They don't understand, they gon' try to understand you
But they don't understand

You know you're a little different from everyone else
You put your life inside the shadows for everyone else
You know they don't understand you
They don't understand, they gon' try to understand you
But they don't understand

Aye, I gotta check my mirrors, cause enemies are closer than what's really appearing
Demons under the bed, every night, yeah I hear them
As the devil sit at the edge, that nigga keep staring, yeah

Broken shards coming from the broken mirrors
I look at myself, watching different versions of me
I search for the lost files, my knuckles dripping in blood
Screaming at myself like, you should've just saved me

This my legacy, my music gon' live on and on and on
I know my music give you chills, yeah
Said that my music gon' live on and on and on
I know my music give you chills, yeah

I sit in the car, look at the stars and think about my life
Having too much fun, lately let me fall back and get it right
I told myself if I'm not on by the age of twenty-five
Then I'm done, but it's looking like I might just beat my deadline

You know you're a little different from everyone else
You put your life inside the shadows for everyone else
You know they don't understand you
They don't understand, they gon' try to understand you
But they don't understand

You know you're a little different from everyone else
You put your life inside the shadows for everyone else
You know they don't understand you
They don't understand, they gon' try to understand you
But they don't understand

And they say home is where the heart is
It feel like I ain't been there, but who am I to force it

Feelings went down the drain, I'm starting to feel a little heartless
Walking down this lane, on my back I got a target
Damn, I know they aiming to please
Was thinking for us, do you believe I was thinking for me

I'm just thankful to see, motherf*ckers true colors
It's just hard to believe that I called them my brothers
My brothers, but I guess you live and you learn
I'm a man of my word, I'm just waiting for my turn

For the day that I splurge, the only person I trust
Is the person that I buy him and hers for
Yeah, as I develop my sound, trying to reach higher ground
I'm a king without the crown

The question is, who do I really stand down for
Nobody, not one person, not anybody, Nazzy

You know you're a little different from everyone else
You put your life inside the shadows for everyone else
You know they don't understand you
They don't understand, they gon' try to understand you
But they don't understand

You know you're a little different from everyone else
You put your life inside the shadows for everyone else
You know they don't understand you
They don't understand, they gon' try to understand you
But they don't understand