env0ux - Uncertain (feat. HCP Oxy) Lyrics

I'm from the city of brotherly love, but I'm surrounded by this hate
Gotta walk around with my head high, in the end I know I be straight
Gotta take off that fast lane, if I don't then I'm a lose place
Gotta keep applying that pressure nigga, gotta carry my own weight

Ever feel like your life in a stand still like you tryna be perfect
Heart been broke so many times, you don't know if it's certain
If your homies rats turned serpents
If your fam here just to hurt you
Everything feels so uncertain
Everything feels so uncertain

Ever feel like your life in a stand still like you tryna be perfect
Heart been broke so many times, you don't know if it's certain
If your homies rats turned serpents
If your fam here just to hurt you
Everything feels so uncertain
Everything feels so uncertain

I don't know who gon' change, know who gon' change, know who gon' be here for years
I don't know who gon' leave

I know for certain, it's not what it seems
You with me or not, ain't no in-between, yeah
I gotta get it, by any means, yeah
I gotta hustle, by any means

I gotta keep my composure, I gotta hold it, put my feelings on my shoulder
I got the world on my back and I got my heart on my sleeve
I ain't no killer, don't push me, thinking I'm pussy
I gotta ride with that heat, yeah

I had to step out the box, had to go straight up top like escalators, yeah
They had to toss me the rock, had to go straight up top like elevators, ayy
I ain't no goofy, you miss me, you lost me
What was running through your head to cross me

Overall, I gotta move the smartest, in the end
I maneuver through darkness
Have you ever felt like you a target
Righting your wrongs is making you heartless

Look at your skin, you showing your scars
And fighting for yours, you feel like a Spartan
From the city of brotherly love, but I'm surrounded by this hate
Gotta walk around with my head high and I know I be straight

Gotta take off in that fast lane
If I don't, then I'm a lose place
Gotta keep applying that pressure, nigga
Gotta carry my own weight
Nazzy

Ever feel like your life in a stand still like you tryna be perfect
Heart been broke so many times, you don't know if it's certain
If your homies rats turned serpents
If your fam here just to hurt you
Everything feels so uncertain
Everything feels so uncertain

Ever feel like your life in a stand still like you tryna be perfect
Heart been broke so many times, you don't know if it's certain
If your homies rats turned serpents
If your fam here just to hurt you
Everything feels so uncertain
Everything feels so uncertain

They thinkin' I'm numb to the pain, cuz y'all cry my tears in the rain
If I give you my heart and I show you my scars, then I swear you won't view me the same

I had to pull with the flame, I had to sell a little cane
You thinkin' you runnin' down on me, then your momma won't view you the same
This what my savage, this cannot express what they blowin' with automatics
Magazine for the nigga, can't even read, but he promised to let you have it

So my bitches, she leave, then I'm laughin', cuz I be the one need a napkin
Kick her out with my tools and I'm packin', all my niggas be shootin' and trappin'
I be the humble one, came out the basement, I had to pray and be patient
You comin' around here with that warfare, then we spendin' without a location

I'm the hottest and ain't no debatin', it's the ones in your hood that be hatin'
Fallin' back off the lean and the perkies, got some real life shit, gotta face it
I can't help, I'm in love with the traffickin', fell in love with that shit on the accident
On the beat, I'm sincere, I'm most passionate

Had to pray for this shit like a laxative
In the trenches, I live with them demons, like, I shot 30, with Brodie, we throw away
On the curb, had to grind, had to make a way
You on the curb, had to grind, yeah, that's everyday

Ever feel like your life in a stand still like you tryna be perfect
Heart been broke so many times, you don't know if it's certain
If your homies rats turned serpents
If your fam here just to hurt you
Everything feels so uncertain
Everything feels so uncertain

Ever feel like your life in a stand still like you tryna be perfect
Heart been broke so many times, you don't know if it's certain
If your homies rats turned serpents
If your fam here just to hurt you
Everything feels so uncertain
Everything feels so uncertain