[ Featuring PM Annon ]
For the love
We open up
We see them grow
Since birth
The angels knew
The life we chose
We fought
For flags
Who knew I'd bleed this long
Since graduation
They watched seasons go
Took a race to California
Run for gold
My shell was only armor
For my soul
If life could throw me signs
My fate is known
And I just want
To be in on the joke
No drugs could ever
Take me from my home
Wish mama said the
Same a score ago
I gave the stage
My all and left alone
I poured some alcohol
To clear my throat
Do it for the love
And ain't nobody gonna take me from my dreams
I unplug
Because the future of myself is beyond this screen
See ain't nobody gonna hear me now now now
Nobody gonna hear me now, now, now
Nobody gonna hear me now, now, now, now
Now, now, now, now
Now, now, now, now, now
Ima leave the melodies to Matt for this track here
Been a f*cking bad year
I been tryna stand clear
Of every f*cking land mine
I seem to step down on
Must be why she walked out on me, aye
No love lost baby, I get it
I'm in a fast gear
Living like I'm tryna die last year
Drinking til I pass out
Smoking til I tap out
Popping til I yak in the trash
I'm a sad clown
Smile f*cking painted on
Tin roof it's raining on
I can't hear my thoughts
Can't believe I'm who you waiting on
I'm picking up this pad here
To write down every mad fear
I'm spitting like a Mad God
A toast to my past years
Tryna hide the emotions but I think that the mask clear
Promised devotion but I just couldn't let the cracks heal
Losing my focus on everything except the racks
When you chasing drugs and cash everything else comes last
A futile race, tryna save face, looking ugly
When I'm looking at the past everything else is muddy
When I'm looking in the bag my nose gets dusty
You a pretty rose that'll die once I pluck it
You just wanna know that I love you, so we f*cking
When I look in my soul, if I'm honest I see nothing
I ain't ever sober, if I say I am don't trust it
You try to pull me closer but it hurts me when we touching
Baby I'm lost
The message in the bottle was my deepest, darkest, thoughts
Baby I'm off
A cocktail of pain and powders to keep me sauced
Maybe I'm wrong
I should let you in and try to fix all my flaws
Maybe its all
My own damn choices and my own f*cking fault
This a song from the soul
This a song from the soul
This a song from the soul
This a song from the
This a song from the soul
This a song from the soul
This a song from the soul
This a song from the
This a song from the soul
This a song from the soul
This a song from the soul
This a song from the
This a song from the soul
This a song from the soul
This a song from the soul
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