erica - so when Lyrics

I'm under the weather
And the clouds are over me
But my head is storming
Rolling like the sea
Have I felt like this forever
Or is it out of the blue
The lines are all blurring
I don't think I ever knew
What was I like before
Did I stop to open the door
I don't think you knew me then
So when
If I used to be red
Well now I feel blue
I could have been a rainbow
But I don't have a clue
In my head the seas are calm
When it used to be a storm
I think I liked it better
'Cause I felt kinda warm
What was I like before
Did I stop to open the door
I don't think you knew me then
So when
So when
When was my heart alive
When did I know how to fly
When did my feeling show
Now you ask and I do not know
So when
So when
So when
So when