Wake UP Video (MV)

I just cant let you go

Wasting all my time
Thinking about you and I
No I know that this isn't fine
Ya you're right I'm bouta lose my mind
Frustrated
It's complicated
I'm agitated
I feel like I've been manipulated
I should've known not to have waited

So I guess I just been fixated
On the idea of you
I told you it's complicated
I just been frustrated
Created my version of you
And it goes like this

I was sitting on a pretty little park bench
Smoking a spliff getting lit
You know how I function
But then you came out of the cut and took me to a junction
I call that basic seduction
And now were on holidays
Croatia, Rome, and Spain
Lets just runaway
Start all over
Dont be afraid
I envision these visions
As I try to stick to the rhythm
But then
And I'm wide awake

I said I'm on my way but really I'm still 20 minutes away
I don't mean to always be so late
But I just blackout spending my days in haze
I just feel more comfortable when I escape
Reality makes me go insane
But really I just need to

Wake up wake up wake up
I'm gonna f*ck it all up
Wake up wake up wake up
I'm gonna f*ck it all up

I guess it just really be like that sometimes
And now I gotta learn to recognize
Between the truth and the lies
Why didn't I just comply
The time flew by and now I don't even get to say goodbye
Hi hello nice to meet you
I'm Erika
I'm new here
Ya we can go out sometime