If I could see the future
(If I could see the future)
Would I regret the moments as they come?
If you could see the future
(If you could see the future)
Would you want to stay or
Run away from me?
If we never play
Then we'll never lose
If you try and stay
I'll just stay away from you
What if our past
And our memories
Weren't ever real
They just something make believe?
Okay, but what about the future then?
Is it true that I'll lose my friends?
Is it true that I'll fall in love?
And could it really be permanent?
Wait, hold up
Is it true that my mom gon' die?
Is it true that it's all gon' end?
Is it true I live a f*cked up life?
And is somebody gonna count my sins?
Why am I never gon' listen
(Am I never gon' listen)
To anybody or myself?
Everybody tryna help
But I keep my distance
I sip away my feelings
Oh, what a beautiful feeling
To be getting faded off a spirit
This is my version of spiritual healing
They talkin' that shit cause they know they inferior
Talking that shit but I swear I don't hear it
The reaper is coming for me I don't fear him
The person I fear is the one in the mirror
And nobody else just the one in the mirror
Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning
Take no interest partying with liquor, f*cking up my system
Excuse my language that's a hang up on how shitty I been feeling
I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that its been a minute
'Cause I've been so alone for so long, oh-oh-oh, yeah
'Cause I've been so alone for so long, oh-oh-oh, yeah, yeah
If I could see the future
(If I could see the future)
Would I regret the moments as they come?
If you could see the future
(If you could see the future)
Would you want to stay or
Run away from me?
Away from me
Please stay away from me
Please stay away from me
Please stay away, away
You say you felt like I never tried
I never tried? What a lie
You cry to manipulate me to stay inside
And I stay by ya side
You say you felt Like I never tried
I never tried? What a lie
You cry to manipulate me to stay inside
And I stay by ya side every time