(Negative thoughts)
Firecrackers release disaster on conscious
Master of f*cking up faster than luck can correct
Dose of next drug never enough
Been meaning to open up pages of skin
Turn blood into ink thinning out the rest of doubt
In myself is toxic tea cupping anxiety
Meaningless bodies applaud maternity melancholy kin
Happiness is intermission to tragic existence
Outplay scenes of redemption
Messing with mental strikes synapses with detrimental tears of who darkness fears
Resides, when you decide it's time to gear up for revival
This how a spirit says survival
Might take off like supersonic
So I stay everyday, is that too ironic
I pray there's a way can I keep up on it
I'm afraid of a change, shot my star like comet
I think I lost it, my chill defrosted, how can I keep going when I'm so exhausted
I know I must continue, finish line I'm crossing
Keep pushing through till I'm in that coffin
Started from the bottom worked our way to the top
Won't stop till the clock runs out for my bros
I get it how I live it all day nonstop
Tick tock, till I get socked back to Chicago
So I keep the heaven waiting, mediating, elevated
Praying fam don't get caught hot potato
Looking for the answers cannot find them they inside you
Bring the feeling from within like a manifesto
I know I can do it, loko when I do it, know all of my niggas will prosper
I go then I do it, the flow is beautiful now we are spreading the gospel
I think I am ready, the heaven is prepping, flow murdered it pulled out the chopper
I'll murder the beat, then the fire the heat, have you thinking that I was a monster
I'm going to college and getting that knowledge so that I can become a doctor
So lit I am living the money is filling I might just go win me an Oscar
I know I am talented, energy balancing, feel like I just hit a breakthrough
I see what's inside me, give it for nobody, start living and don't be a fake you
Fake you
I don't play with no take twos
Spit it when you get it if you didn't then it ain't true
I make moves cause the finish won't chase you
Spinach don't taste great, getting green takes strength
And I ain't been a saint but I don't state claims that I can't make with the pride of a straight face
Spit flame, then bang like propane like dang that flow change like brains of Cobain
We blowin up like some soda or mixing mentos with cola
And shaking the status quota until it goes supernova
No fold ups roll up or show ups could hold us or ever slow us
Niggas gon think I'm cheating, I'm rapping as if it's easy
Or simple as ABCD, but colorful as graffiti
Lookin like sorcery but see what the source is achieving
The curses are changing courses, reversing, do you believe me
Diverging when just rehearsing but come together with singing
Tilted halo, dormant powers
Calming wind blow, cleansing showers
Resent the test that my soul requests to flower (Oh, oh)
My dear, this might be what you asked for
Silence the thoughts you fear, don't cower (Oh, oh)
Answer when spirit calls, to which the soul must evolve
Not fearing failure or fall
Through love bring light to us all
Answer when spirit calls, to which the soul must evolve
Not fearing failure or fall
Through love bring light to us all
(Positive thoughts)