Estellec - I Wanna Go Home Lyrics

(How many times do I have to say it
How many times do I have to say it
I wanna go home.)
I wanna go home
How many times do I have to say it
Before I know that I haven't walked the path
That is paved yet
So why is this in my mind when I know
It's not time to leave
There's still so much He wants me to see
I need some living water my throat is dry
To replace the tears I lose when I say I'm fine
But at least I'm trying

I need something, something holy, something holy
I need something, something holy, something holy
I need something holy to reel me back to earth on my feet
(I can't breathe)
So I can feel and I can breathe
And this world it brings no relief just division they call unity
(Yahweh? Can you save me? Yahweh, save me. Yahweh.)
With the expectation to make someone bleed
(Am I ready to go? I'm ready to go. I'm not ready to go.)

I don't live to please
And I don't wanna live for you, not even me
Is this what vulnerable feels like
Letting his life shine on my past life because
I wouldn't know how good it feels to be alive if I didn't spend half
My life wanting to die
Now this life is His, and I only breathe for His purpose
Am I ready for this