Spazzing Session Video (MV)

When I was young I was taught what I want to be and what I'm cannot connect
But I cannot see me in future
A bottle of rum and full of regrets
Sometimes I think that all I do is just in facade and I just pretend
To be one of 'em as I just listen 'em that I'm so stuck in this that I can't comprehend
Man I f*cked with this case for like three years
And I need someone to come and brood over this topic
Drown in it
So deep in this thought to pick up the pen at the end of it
Cock it
Okay now stop it
Go back to RECOVERY like its 2010 EMINEM dropped it
Put the whole album CD on rotation and hear every single thing way that he rock it
WHOA! I could feel the shit down from my soul
Gave me mind when I fell out of control
Had no one there and it got me consoled
Started writing so deep that created a hole
Jumped in it carrying a ton of shitload of emotions
'Cause that's just the way that I cope
With 'em I'm not afraid and I pay and I hope
To cause an earthquake if I might hit the floor
Step back now
Time's to put my tracks out
Half of you bitches going to go numb coming at me in this smackdown
Blackcloud with thunderstorm like they are stacked out
Here to flood your lands while you trying to hide your maps out
Blindfolded with an AK drunk in rage pissed off
With every letter the time is running tic-toc
Take a second to listen in silence pin drop
Nib I know you so Candid you got to make the beat drop
Why do I feel so insecure when I ain't cynical
Why when I'm speaking my heart people be critical
Why when I confer their heads and find me whimsical
Why when I express, they say your mental state's so critical
Why these people take my advantage and find me forgettable
Why when I react to their act I am a criminal
Why real isn't but a fake smile is beautiful
Why does love comes with a pain thats so f*cking terrible
But I've given up taking people for pitiful
Even though it is incredible
Wonder the world is beautiful
Unless we get emotional
Althogh it is impossible
'Cause I'm so f*cking sensitive
Always with emotions have
Written all of them syllables
Nails bitten till cuticle
Sleeping on pharmaceuticals
Call me shady as usual.
'Cause I'm fatally inscrutable
This eulogy's musical
To the people who screw me till
They see their f*cking death
In the future to hell
Too much of skills have been rotting my brain
I'm someone insane and I'm spazzing my pain
Seventeen is the age and I'm smashing the game
You say you're the greatest I laugh at your claim
I came in the game with a cane to tame
All of these rappers who ain't running shit
I'mma aim at your ass like a dame and then twice that you came
No shame, take my name I'll be taking the blame
See the flow switch like I'm bipolar
Write till the morning a'ight hold up!
You ain't running shit
You're a crawler
I roll over you bo-bozos like a roller
I'm sober, but call me dope
I maraud on 'em but call me hope
I'm a fresh product but I can't really cope
With your nasty ass take this killshot with a scope
Madness is my nature and music is passion
On the edge I cliff hang to cause attraction
Swear to god I ain't no more giving a f*ck
About the motherf*cking aftermath caused by my actions
In terms with the world I got no combination
When I'm angry it's a f*cking abomination
The beat down here is already dead
Okay I got to meet you in the next Spazzing Session