Ever - feelings Lyrics

Why you gotta go when I'm feeling anxious
I feel so alone, no, I can't explain it
Tryna talk to you, but my voice is fading
Highways calling my name
Feel like I'm going insane
When everybody gon' change
Man, I got some feelings to tame

Feelings got me going crazy
Torment me on the daily
How do I get through this life without all this pain
I don't think it's possible
Matter of fact, I know it's not
I've been reading John 16 Jesus made it crystal clear
Understanding it ain't take away the pain though That's why I know I need bread to make my day go
Holy Spirit helping me to walk in truth
I just know I couldn't do this without you

Man, there's things I just don't understand
Like why my father had to go
He just left me with a hole
Now I'm seeking to be whole
Had to take that path alone
Had to walk it on my own

Many days I had nobody to go to
I was struggling by myself
Didn't seek no help I did not want people to see
I was not myself
I was fake, I didn't let them see
I lost myself

I regret it now
I should've just let it out
All these feelings had me hating myself
I can't lie
I was blinded I just couldn't see the light
Couldn't see the light

Many things go through my head
Sometimes I just wanted to be dead
Jesus, save me from these feelings Jesus, save me, I need healing

Why you gotta go when I'm feeling anxious?
I feel so alone, no, I can't explain it
Tryna talk to you, but my voice is fading
Highways calling my name
Feel like I'm going insane
When everybody gon' change Man, I got some feelings to tame