Smoke pouring out the window like I had a fog machine
This pain in my chest got me falling to my knees
I'm thinking bout my future and where I'm meant to be
I'm thinking bout my life dog what I'm meant to see
Pour one off the steps eyes bloodshot red
Never asked for help so I never got a cent
I'm thinking bout my failures and all the things that said
Those voices in my head weren't really my friends
I said some things I know they hurt you got me back
It's like were 10 years old and we out playing tag
There's no reverse it can't get worse It's in the bag
This love is cursed for what it's worth I know the crash
What's after this and after that I'll rap for cash
I'm still the same got all the strains up in the dash
Ya from the start I made this art from smoke and ash
I got this pain all in my heart I know it's cracked
Where I'm going you don't wanna go
Where I've been you don't wanna know
I said I'm Leaving but you know I won't
I said some things I should have left alone
Ya I seen a lot serpents in the streets dog
C lot of blood suckers out here tryna eat dog
Talk is cheap so I'll take my secrets to the deep
Ya
Smokin till the sun comes up I can't go sleep
I'm taking over this year dog I'm city wide
Go ask wyclef man I get the city high
Once a hero in this game now I'm vilified
Cuz I'm not trying to make music that the critics like
This road to riches is so pretentious I lost some friendships
I'm so relentless the highs and lows I know the trenches
What's really real I'm off the rails and mad aggressive
Truth be told our failures is what will test us
I lost my way my mommas praying she can not take it
She called the doctors I'm in their office her heart is breaking
That's where I'm at lately they think I'm going crazy
I'm a long way from heaven dog you'll never save me
Hold up let me breath for a minute please
Take a long drive up the highway with a hundred piece
I just pray heaven don't need me tonight
Let me down easy with some trees I can light
Where I'm going you don't wanna go
Where I've been you don't wanna know
I said I'm leaving but you know I won't
I said some things I should have left alone
Ya I seen a lot serpents in the streets dog
C lot of blood suckers out here tryna eat dog
Talk is cheap so I'll take my secrets to the deep
Ya
Smokin till the sun comes up I can't go sleep