Yo
Orange lights hit my face
It's 3 in the morning and I'm writing letters for a girl that I love
Not sure if she does
Yo
Getting kinda cold out here
Do me bad I do badder
Or better you know we do both
Give me love
I sing out of it
You call it a minstrel
Them fall tears crystal
Slowly I don't care
Shawty I'm aware
You didn't wanna share
The love
But it's fine
Live life
Getting my hopes up
I'm tryna convince my self
That I'm good without you
It's a lie tho
No priority no more
It's a lie tho
Don't know how to get my mind right
Reach out
I'm tryna settle my thoughts now
Smile through the pain
They still notice
And I know this is the last time that we talk
We got each others back
Until you decide to rip my spinal cord out
I can't feel
I can't love no more
Im tired as hell
My eyes so heavy they wipe the floor
I needed you break my heart a last time
I don't really care no more
F*ck finding expirience
Heart travelled so far
I dont think it's ever gonna find the way back
Shatter at direct contact
My feelings fight combat with me
I'm fighting through this case
In disgrase
I don't know how to feel
F*ck
Build on experience
Trust in Gods hand
Mine are kinda cold now
They rough
My pen losing its touch
The red envolopes getting dusty
My voice losing its body
Break
Break
I lie in agony
Your body aches
I guess we do feel the same
It's no ones fault
'Cause theres no one to blame
Like bro don't remind me of no dumb red envolopes
Of no black pens that leak on to my hands and stain them for days
Like I understand I might have done to much
But I was trying to be perfect every single day throughout and that's no what you get
You don't get my mind
You don't get my pain
You don't get my thinking
You don't understand the situation that I'm in
I might need help
I'm battling with myself
I need someone by my side bro