Exantus - Solitude Lyrics

Stay Away
Stay Away
Stay Away, I'm tryna find myself
Stay Away
Stay Away
Stay Away, I'm tryna find myself

Never needed you
I never did
All I need is myself
All our future plans together I'll do em by myself
Always hated myself
Now I'm learning to love
Cause at the end of the day
I'm bound to end by myself
Nah, I ain't lonely
Solely going with the flow sololy slowly
Making sure nobody get they hand on me
To play with me
I ain't a Wii
Don't like nobody, not a simile
Tried to love unconditionally
Lately, it ain't worked out for me
So, music is my therapy
I smile more on my darkest days
It's like I'm in a masquerade
The jays have it easy
All they do is sing and migrate
I smoke, sleep, and medicate
Wishing the days go quicker

I ain't scared to die no more
Darkness ain't so bad no more
Don't fight with my dad no more
Yeah, I don't try no more
So much stress man so
The sweat and spit spill off the microphone
Can't decide what my life is for
I'm feeling like the Astrodome

I'm on my own now
Once again
I have friends
Y'all just keep me occupied
Y'all just acquaintances
Used to play Sims
That's the game of life
I just want a wife

Man I'm by myself
Even when at home
They ask me what's wrong
I tell em I'm tired
But I got a wound
Oh it's so infected
Used to do me wrong
Cause I've learned that lesson
Let you do it again
Still, I'm blaming you

I'm depressed and desperate
Depressed and desperate
Depressed and desperate

These n****s sick crazy baby
Don't let em get in your mind
Fake it till you make it maybe
You fall somewhere in the lines
But one can only hope so
For the time being
Imma stay in bed and use the pain as covers
Close the door behind you

Stay Away
Stay Away
Stay Away, I'm tryna find myself
Stay Away
Stay Away
Stay Away, I'm tryna find myself

So, why u ask if I'm okay
When it's clear that something's wrong
Imma put my earphones and turn up the saddest songs
Condensation on a pop, let the tears roll away
I️ just wanna be alone

So, why u ask if I'm okay
When it's clear that something's wrong
Imma put my earphones on
And turn up the saddest songs
Condensation on a pop, let the tears roll away
I️ just wanna be alone