October is forever changed for me
I can still see your body departed
You're survived by me and I'm nothing
If this finds you, I'm sorry
You showed me exactly
Who I didn't want to be
You said you'd still be happy
If you never saw me
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
I can't wait till I die
You don't want to see my face?
Neither do I
I can't wait till I die
Forever changed
Now embraced by the memories
If this finds you, I'm sorry