Exiles - Among the Thorns (feat. Mar-E) Lyrics

I'm trying to stay down but life's so dark
Negative thoughts and I'm really trying to fight them off
It seems once I get to new heights I start
To self-destruction because actually don't like the stars
Trying to write my heart, pry real hard, but in the end I'm really trying to hide and guard
It's as futile as trying to ride a kite to mars, don't wanna open up because outside it's dark
I thought I loved my Lord, what's this for
Temptation questions do trust him or
Is it a facade and now it's got me coming forward
Like I know it ain't me but is there a flower among the thorns
Among Thorns
Is that right
No such thing as dark
If there's no light
Choked out
It ain't right
If I'm a flower
I got to die
If your sleeping
It's my bad
Because all my apples
It went bad
Among Thorns
Is that right
No such thing as dark
If there's no light
I've been looking for the light but can't find it
And you know I've been looking for some time I can't hide it
I don't know if it's even there or maybe it's just my blindness
And you told me that your care but now I'm on my island
Surrounded my the rhymes and
Focused on what I did
And when I try to get some sleep I'm just peering right through my eyelids
But everyone else is sleeping on me I don't like it
But I'm not a thermometer I'll do something about the climate
I can't stand things are heating
And I demand I get a reason
That I'm going through all of this it's your plan so what's your meaning
The other hand I'm demon
I am I'm a heathen
And I heard that you had to could still love but you can't be receiving
Me because I'm in touch then I go
I get hung up on flows
And then wrung our for those
Who are just like me trying to comfort they woes
I don't love what I know
I'm looking for home
Have I been cut from my own
Am I
Among Thorns
Is that right
No such thing as dark
If there's no light
Choked out
It ain't right
If I'm a flower
I got to die
If your sleeping
It's my bad
Because all my apples
It went bad
Among Thorns
Is that right
No such thing as dark
If there's no light
Am I a flower
Among the Thorns
A lighthouse
In the storm
Am I unique
Or just the norm
Is there just chaos
Or are you Lord
Am I a flower
Among the Thorns
A lighthouse
In the storm
Is there just chaos
Or are you Lord
Am I a flower
Among the Thorns