Explicit - Goodbye Angel-Demon Lyrics

Stuck in my head
I just want it to end
A demon in her eyes
Ill soon be dead
Baby please don't cry
Its just what I get
Im sorry I hurt you
Ill forever regret
Everything that I said
Now Im stuck in my bed
Suffer carved in my chest
And I hurt with each breath
I ruined everything we had left
Im stupid now leave me to rest
I knew it should've never hit send
And now Im ready for death

Please take my soul
My heart is so broke
Just take it its yours
I am rotting my corpse
I am plotting how to go
I am frozen in my core
I can't take this no more
I just hope that they all know
I realize my actions have woke
Myself Im the lowest of low
Smoking and trying to cope
Avoiding who I love the most
So I don't hurt them no more
So I watch my tears hit the floor
Im drowning in liquor I pour
I can't feel anymore

Falling apart
I just wanna new start
I live in the dark
I think that I lost my heart
You really played your part
Now my pain is my art
Ill never let down my guard
F*ck this shit is so hard
This hurt is sharper than sharp
And I just want it all to stop
But yet Im craving to carve
I don't know how to respond
I won't ever be one
I will forever be gone
I don't think that I am meant for love
But I think its fake like lust

I do not belong
The blood that comes with each song
They love so just sing along
I don't know where I went wrong
The pain won't end Im alone
I just wanna go home
It won't end its been here so long
Im up until I see dawn
With death Ill relax and be calm
Im sorry but I love you mom
Keep trying you'll get what you want
I hurt you hear it in my tone
The scars that I've never shown
The things that Ive never told
Whats wrong I don't really know
I just want to really go

Someone, Please save me
I aint been, myself lately
I won't blame, you if you hate me
I can't change and you can't make me
I hate this, I am aching
I wish that, I could erase me
I can't stop, this f*ckin shaking
I can't take it, Im sick of faking