Factual - Between the Lines Lyrics

Oh we cannot face, the open road
Always wind up way
We read between the lines
I wake up and its cold
Im lost in this blizzard
Life so damn cold my heart starts to shiver
I try to speak but my mouth is frozen over
Emotions going fast but the pain is movin quicker
Bite my tongue so call it frostbite
I cant standup I cant fight I got no might
Everything seemed so hard that night
No clue what to do so I stay outta sight
Im undeniably depressed, anxious and stressed
Im left alone so ill embrace death
And I don't even know what comes next
This struggle you cant fret
I can barely take a breath
Im shakin so much its like you fled
This isn't the scene of a crime, but I bled
And I will bleed I will bleed
This is me I feel demolished cant you see
My presence will forever be unseen
Oh we cannot face, the open road
Always wind up way
We're learning to accept
What we can't change
The story of our lives
We read between the lines
I feel this burning sensation inside my chest
I tell you everything but you just left
I confess im a god damn mess
My life lately has had too much stress
Im veracious but life has been wasted on mistakes
I need to retake and reevaluate my faith
Cause lately my belief is like a train
It starts strong and ends fast, f*ck this pain
It hurts too damn much ima go insane
Im not a person that can just up and change
Im not as fluent as a god damn vein
I need to be me no matter what the shame
So say you don't love me back
Say I don't matter
Say you never cared
Say im not a factor
But don't leave me here thinkin im trash
This is a final message to you, its all facts
Oh we cannot face, the open road
Always wind up way
We're learning to accept
What we can't change
The story of our lives
We read between the lines