Factual - Ghosted Lyrics

I'm ghosted
Control this, devotion
I'm hopin', you'll notice
I'm broken
I'm coachin', your motions
Emotion
Is slowin', I'm loathin'
This Coldness
You try to use big words
With no substance
No emotion
No devotion
Just convulsin'
Like Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious, atrocious
I know this, oceans flowing
Words separate, all this Smokin'
Gonna get
Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis
You fabricate
I hold this, No bullshit
Try to snap at me on a track
Bitch my words are molten
My heart is frozen
I don't care if you have an opinion
That's my notion
Your only warnin' take a step back
Or get burned by raw emotion
You got some flow shit, nothin' worth notin'
Beautiful benevolent backstory
To get the past of me
Increasing the chance I'm morphin'
That's some
Incredible relevant
Mystery you got the best of me
Damn son
Shit that's one thing
You got on me, can't beat me
But you can taste defeat
Say you're gonna murder, then butcher the beat
Say you do these things, stop pretending
Everyday I wake up don't know where to go
And I feel so lost in this dome
Don't know if I'm gonna change in this home
And I feel like I am all alone
Pick apart my head
Put it in this pen that I hold, jot it on my pads
Play my cards with a poker face I will not fold
Even though I got the worst hand
I aint ever gonna stop
This is a creation of my vision, I will be on top
And the next clown that doubts me
Will end up like Pennywise, no knives but get a quick slice
If you die, you didn't deserve this life
I earned it with strive, I hate you with strife
I'll pick any fight this rap shit is mine
I'm ghosted
Control this, devotion
I'm hopin', you'll notice
I'm broken
I'm coachin', your motions
Emotion
Is slowin', I'm loathin'
This Coldness
I cannot trust you
I can't confront you
I can't do what I gotta do
Everyday I know that I gotta move
Everyday man I feel like the bottom of a shoe
I wanna tie the noose suffer in loose
But I cannot lose
Punch through and shove off you brutes
Back up I'm not in the mood
I'm suffocatin' they're invadin'
Lust of patience, and I love it, but I'm waitin'
Nothin' is ever changin' but I'm elevatin'
Take the creatine out your system
Get out my vision, stupid little insect
I'm a doctor but I aint got patience, patiently waitin'
Your face is the base of disgrace can't replace somethin' I aint
And I'm feelin' insane, no trace of the person I made
How the f*ck you gonna say that you're changed
When it's clear you aren't
Ooh I fall apart, Get the post and write to my heart, my life is art
Look at the damage your lies have caused
I'm fed up, you drink till it's gone
And don't realize the demons I involve
In my heart, if I go hard it's hart
Non-stop is the only way you could parse a shard
Of the dedication on my part
I'm wishin' for another chance or journey and so far
I aint got one yet, so I reflect on my old days
When I lived apart
When I walked alone in the halls
Music poundin' my skull, cause it was my only friend
So I began, to fill this void, this hole
As a whole
I was searching for a gnome in my garden of thoughts
And I just fall
You can't conform, my mind to a box
Cause it's way too far gone
When I change I know you'll be disembarked
Cause you won't care about what I've become
What I've become, it's venom
Phenomenon not just phenom
I'm ghosted
Control this, devotion
I'm hopin', you'll notice
I'm broken
I'm coachin', your motions
Emotion
Is slowin', I'm loathin'
This Coldness
I'm ghosted
Control this, devotion
I'm hopin', you'll notice
I'm broken
I'm coachin', your motions
Emotion
Is slowin', I'm loathin'
This Coldness
I'm ghosted
Control this, devotion
I'm hopin', you'll notice
I'm broken
I'm coachin', your motions
Emotion
Is slowin', I'm loathin'
This Coldness