Factual - Monster (feat. Tillr) Lyrics

I know you'll confuse these words
I know you're not really concerned
It's absurd that I'm not heard
You think you know me, What's my worth?
I hate your guts I hope they splurge
Misinform the truth, there's no purpose
Spread your lies, I'll keep my focus
Find the vibe that I keep hurtin'
Round and round we go at this circus
You're a clown I make the circuits
Think you know the pain then it worsens
Slice the wound to feel it surface
Say I'm feeling oh so worthless
Every god damn day I'm searching
Wonder why I'm behind a curtain
I'm just mad that I'm unheard cause
Half of you witless idiots just miss the message that I Invent
I'm forcing you to think but your mind's too f*ckin dusty harbored in storage
I admit that sometimes I have been in a state where I can't notice
I'm so f*ckin' pissed at the thought of never making it
You cowards saying I won't ever be shit
I got room for you in the basement
If you wanna be on level with me then go for a walk there's the pavement
If we're gonna take it to the mic then you better bring it
I'm afraid that I won't ever be shit, but I ain't got time to be a fray cause
It's still my vision
I'm a monster (monster)
You can try to stop me but I'm hauntin' (hauntin')
All you f*ckin' cowards are just thoughtless( thoughtless)
Everyday I'm changin' to the music (music)
I'm a motha f*ckin' monster (monster)
Some of you may think that I'm heartless (heartless)
I'm lurking deep within the darkness (darkness)
I have flaws but this is my purpose (purpose)
I'm a motha f*ckin' monster
Oh hi, I'm that guy pushing all my limits just to f*ckin' find
What I can do behind the curtain with my light, I try as I might
Yeah I try to change, but I'm deranged, enraged insane in pain
Yet I'm still in this game, not mundane, I must say
You bitches better not compare me to blue face
Take it to another level cause I'm reaching for the top
I'm grabbin all these lines and I'll put em with a lock, you can not
Step to me I will throw you in a box, pull the pin and just stop
Oh no little homie now you coughin? Hold up lemme grab a coffin
Aint in pain yet you keep poppin, Take another shot that's where pac went (haha)
Inject ya with venom pumpin full of epinephrine
Be careful who you try to play and who you mess with
Mind your f*ckin place you're a guest bitch
Yeah I get it you're important, do I care? You guessed it
Feeling like a legend like you're dynamo
Call me lightning I do not care about your hoes
If you got a problem you got deal with the flow
Leave you in that box and top it off with a bow (woo)
Everyday I'm changing and it's never gonna stop
Evolvin' with the rhythm cause it's all that I've got
You say you know my vision but you do not
You got the f*ckin' cash but at the words you stop
Feelin' like a villain but I got the mask off
Bring you in the van leave you at the drop off
Aint a parent but it's apparent I gotta step up
Eatin' all these kids cause I'm feelin' like
I'm a monster (monster)
You can try to stop me but I'm hauntin' (hauntin')
All you f*ckin' cowards are just thoughtless (thoughtless)
Everyday I'm changin' to the music (music)
I'm a motha f*ckin' monster (monster)
Some of you may think that I'm heartless (heartless)
I'm lurking deep within the darkness (darkness)
I have flaws but this is my purpose (purpose)
I'm a motha f*ckin' monster
They talking to me like I'm nothing
When you front I can tell that you're bluffing
This shit is not new to me, f*ck em all telling me who to be
There is no stopping the lunacy, brutally killing the Beats that I rap on
Lately my life has been sad songs
But i'm telling my demons to back off
If you trash talk you get the hacksaw
Cut the head off, I'm not here to play any games
I'm a little insane, I pick at my veins when I'm gripping the blade
And there's not that much hope when you live in the rain
You don't like it then get the f*ck out of my journal
There's very few people inside of my circle
I'm jumping the hurdles and bodying challenges
Send a few prayers to All of the passionless
Rappers inside of my crosshairs, I'm being myself on or off air
If you contemplate coming for Me then you might wanna stop there
I do not care who you are, cause i am a monster
Coming at me you will end Up a goner
You cannot be saved by the doctors, when you get a load of my lyrical chopper
I know I may falter, but Don't even bother to use it against me
Nobody's perfect you've heard it from many
Attempting to stop me is honestly stupid
Cause then your career will be falling to ruins
If not for the music i'd be in the dirt
Probably fallen victim to the hurt
T'm flowing the verses and loading the hearses
To show em that I am the one you should worship, bitch