Factual - Pennywise Lyrics

Im in a house with no rooms, no doors
It's got a ceiling but, no floors
It's got walls but no windows
That's when I realized it's a morgue
I woke up one day and started making music
I'm not very confident, but I think I found my calling
I was on the verge of quittin cause my venting was no longer needed
Then I met a few guys who told me I am not ignored, and my impact is needed
Look
When I felt so lost, like I couldn't breathe, like I lost my heart
When I wanted to end it all, when I was terrified trapped in the dark, rap was what I needed
And im not gonna close that door
I used to be a shy little bitch that cried at the jokes of my peers
But im not that kid anymore, so quit that, I used be a little bitch that, flinched at
All your hate, but im not a little boy now, Nah I've got a f*ckin arsenal in my dome now!
Don't you dare tell me to pack up and go home now, This is a vision I've been building since 15
If you think I'm done you're gonna wait a while!
Pennywise brought me to the dark
Yeah, he's got me tied up and im lost
Darkness took control of my heart
There's still a lot to say so im not gone
Pennywise brought me to the dark (Pennywise)
Yeah, he's got me tied up and im lost (I'm bleeding)
Darkness took control of my heart (Someone help me)
There's still a lot to say so im not gone
Now look at me, I said look at me
You still think I need therapy?
You want me to change, but you don't know anything about me
I am not a deformity, I'm this way cause of what you bottom feeders did to me
You can't see you're beat, you hate yourself so you talk shit to me
I'm not talented, I just know how to write
And when you fake artists come around like you know what it's like
I get aggravated, cause im amassing a revelation
I'm dedicated, I practice, I match this, race with life, cause sometimes
I get so insane, I could take on your army with simple rhymes
Do you know what it's like trying to fight all this pain inside
When you feel like a balloon that's about to pop cause it's too high up in the sky
But you're too down so you can't fly
And you can't find any purpose or reason to carry on in life
So you don't fight, but you search and you search only to find
That you're not fine,
I'm so sick of you mother f*ckers talking so much shit
You don't know shit about me, but still spread lies, call me names cause you're a salty bitch
I'm sorry you can't take a joke as well as you take a dick
Trying to blame me for things I wasn't even involved with,
I done had enough, There's no pass with us
If everything you say is true then it must be my fault
My fault, everything is my fault! You can't revolt
Cause when im done with this album
Im wiping you bitches off my windshield like bugs
And you best remember the name
When im gone you'll regret this when I make it
And you'll be gone cause!
Pennywise brought me to the dark
Yeah, he's got me tied up and im lost
Darkness took control of my heart
There's still a lot to say so im not gone
Pennywise brought me to the dark
Yeah, he's got me tied up and im lost
Darkness took control of my heart
There's still a lot to say so im not gone
Pennywise brought me to the dark (Pennywise)
Yeah, he's got me tied up and im lost (I'm bleeding)
Darkness took control of my heart (Someone help me)
There's still a lot to say so im not gone
Pennywise