Fame On Fire - The Death Card Album Lyrics

Life came with no promises
Death called and it's coming for me
So scared that it wouldn't last
This fear left you nothing

I've fallen apart now too many times
And all that it left was bitter
I feel resentment holding me back
All ties are severed

I feel the blood flow
But my heart stays still
No tomorrow
Like a poison pill
The death card says
This is the end

I saw the messenger he's dressed in all black
He said I'm following a hollow wrong path
Fixated on your words
Believing in a curse
I listened to you now
It can't get much worse

I've fallen apart now too many times
And all that it left was bitter
I feel resentment holding me back
All ties are severed

I feel the blood flow
But my heart stays still
No tomorrow
Like a poison pill
The death card says
This is the end

This is the end
There's no tomorrow
Nowhere to go from here
You can see in my eyes
This is the end

I feel the blood flow
But my heart stays still
No tomorrow
Like a poison pill
The death card says
This is the end
I feel the blood flow
But my heart stays still
No tomorrow
Like a poison pill
The death card says
This is the end
This is the end
The death card says

I know that I'm insane for giving everything
What did you expect from me?
Just a dumb mistake
I have my heart to blame
In front of us we couldn't see

I'm dying to feel the same
But there's chaos in my way

Now there's blood in the water
It's obvious we're fading
There's nothing left worth saving
You know it too
Days getting darker
What we have is dangerous
I hate it
Knowing that I'm the fool

You'll never know it, know it
You'll never know it, know it
You'll never know it, know it
Knowing that I'm the fool

And I feel so out of touch
'Cause I've been the one to run
I'm a hazard to myself and I should own it

I'm ashamed I fell apart
Wish I could replace my heart
There's a hole inside my soul
You wouldn't know it

I'm dying to feel the same
But there's chaos in my way

Now there's blood in the water
It's obvious we're fading
There's nothing left worth saving
You know it too
Days getting darker
What we have is dangerous
I hate it
Knowing that I'm the fool

You'll never know it, know it
You'll never know it, know it
You'll never know it, know it
Knowing that I'm the fool

F*ck

Now there's blood in the water
It's obvious we're fading
There's nothing left worth saving
You know it too
Days getting darker
What we have is dangerous
I hate it
Knowing that I'm the fool

You'll never know it, know it (you'll never know it)
You'll never know it, know it (you'll never know it)
You'll never know it, know it (you'll never know it)
Knowing that I'm the fool

F*ck
Knowing that I'm the fool

I'm sorry if I'm not myself
I've been going through it and it feels like hell
Living with these memories they don't help

Looking back and it's been so long
You wouldn't even know it 'cause you been gone
I can feel it coming but I gotta move on

I'm lucid and fighting my way out the dark
Trying to breathe overwhelmed by my thoughts
Facing myself but I don't know where to start

I'm in the middle of a nightmare
And it's not going away
I'm buried under the broken dreams
I don't know who to blame
I'm in a never ending nightmare
I know I'm going insane
And when I'm under the curtain call
There's nothing left to save
There's nothing left to save

So many wrong turns led me to this
I had the world at my finger tips
See my reflection's making me sick
It's making me sick

I'm lucid and fighting my way out the dark
Trying to breathe overwhelmed by my thoughts
Facing myself but I don't know where to start

I'm in the middle of a nightmare
And it's not going away
I'm buried under the broken dreams
I don't know who to blame
I'm in a never ending nightmare
I know I'm going insane
And when I'm under the curtain call
There's nothing left to save
There's nothing left to save
(There's nothing left to save)

How many times have I fallen apart?
Waking up wondering what are these scars
To figure it out I'll go back to where it starts

I'm in the middle of a nightmare
And it's not going away
I'm buried under the broken dreams
I don't know who to blame
I'm in a never ending nightmare
I know I'm going insane (insane)
And when I'm under the curtain call
There's nothing left to save
There's nothing left to save

Cut ties with everyone
'Cause I'm a disease
I wanna suffer in silence
Come and go as you please
'Cause I've seen this before
And I'm numb to it all
And I don't know who I am

Dancing with desire
Lucid and dreaming in the night sky
Lost in illusion
I'm fading out fading out fading out
I fear my light is dimming out dimming out
On me

The truth is that I wanna change
I may not make it another day unless I escape
From the places my mind likes to go to first
Thought I got through but I'm f*cking cursed
I'm in my own way

Dancing with desire
Lucid and dreaming in the night sky
Lost in illusion
I'm fading out fading out fading out
I fear my light is dimming out dimming out
On me

Cut ties with everyone
'Cause I'm a disease
I wanna suffer in silence
Come and go as you please

Just leave

Dancing with desire
Lucid and dreaming in the night sky
Lost in illusion
I'm fading out fading out fading out
I fear my light is dimming out dimming out
On me
Dancing with desire
Lucid and dreaming in the night sky
Lost in illusion
I'm fading out fading out fading out
I fear my light is dimming out dimming out
On me

Dancing with desire

Send me into a spiral

I did my best
To avoid any bad blood with you
Didn't last
Turns out the rumors I heard were true

You dug a hole to bury me
You dragged me through the mud
And all the things I did for you were not enough

You're the poison inside my veins
Memories I can't erase
You just keep pulling me under
You're the sickness inside of me
Toxic insanity
Sending me into a spiral (spiral)

You fooled me once
That's the shame on me
That's price I'll pay to get away
'Cause I'm done
Holding back my tongue
I'll never be at peace 'til your time has come

You dug a hole to bury me
You dragged me through the mud
And all the things I did for you
Were not enough

You're the poison inside my veins
Memories I can't erase
You just keep pulling me under
You're the sickness inside of me
Toxic insanity
Sending me into a spiral (spiral)

My turn to drag you down
It's never enough
It's never enough

You're the poison inside my veins
Memories I can't erase
You just keep pulling me under
You're the sickness inside of me
Toxic insanity
Sending me into a spiral (spiral)

One foot in the grave
I felt like a ghost
I didn't know your pain was what I needed the most
Gave half of my heart
So yours could be whole
You woke me up but now I swear you're killing me slowly
It's better than lonely
My soul is the only the price I pay

I know it might be suicide
With you forever but I'll follow you all the way
Suffering, I'm so alive
I need you next me
I'll hold you 'til the end
If you're the end of me
End of me
Love is Suicide

So give me a taste
And smile as I choke
I'm bleeding from the thorns after you hand me the rose

The further I fall
The deeper it goes
It's never really over yeah I know that it's hopeless
I'm losing my focus
My soul is the only price I pay

I know it might be suicide
With you forever but I'll follow you all the way
Suffering I'm so alive
I need you next me
I'll hold you 'til the end
If you're the end of me
End of me
Love is Suicide

Dear beloved
We are here today
In the final resting place
To seal their fate
So we mourn the loss
Of all that could've been
As we end the story
With their deadly sins

I know it might be suicide
With you forever but I'll follow you all the way
Suffering, I'm so alive
I need you next me
I'll hold you 'til the end

I know it might be suicide
Now I'm suffering I'm so alive
I need you next me
I'll hold you 'til the end
If you're the end of me
End of me
Love is Suicide

Dear beloved
We are here today
In the final resting place
To seal their fate
So we mourn the loss
Of all that could've been
As we end the story
With their deadly sins

Felt like no one ever believed in me
All these doubts fueled my insecurities
I was desolate
Feeling desperate

I was just misfit trying to figure out
Who I really was so I never really made a sound
If I could run it back
I wouldn't change the past

It forced me to take control
Of what I fear the most
You'll defy the odds
And survive at any cost

How can we fit in
When no one will listen
When it's us against the world
When it's us against the world
Buried under the pressure
I swear it better
'Cause it's us against the world
'Cause it's us against the world

I got so caught up on trying to be someone else
I can't even lie I was down and I needed help
I saw the worst in me
But I'm not the enemy

Trapped in my mind thinking dark thoughts everyday
I went through hell can you tell but I found my way
I don't miss the past
'Cause it's not coming back

It forced me to take control
Of what I fear the most
You'll defy the odds
And survive at any cost

How can we fit in
When no one will listen
When it's us against the world
When it's us against the world
Buried under the pressure
I swear it better
'Cause it's us against the world
'Cause it's us against the world

They'll never wish you will
Did this without their help
We had to save ourselves
And find where we belong
It's time to say goodbye
I'm watching their demise
We've seen the darkest nights
We're never going backing

How can we fit in
When no one will listen
When it's us against the world
When it's us against the world
Buried under the pressure
I swear it better
'Cause it's us against the world
'Cause it's us against the world

I care about what people think too much
You can't imagine all the things I've done
When I've been hurting
And don't feel worthy
If I could say I'm sorry one more time
You would lie and say that it's alright
We both know you hate it
But can I change it

One step forward two steps back
Would you even notice that
I'm trying to be better
Than before

I don't know what I'm fighting for
The warning signs I can't ignore
Tryna break the habit once again
I can feel the walls are closing in
Don't know what I'm fighting for
If my habits never change

I know that I'm my own worst enemy
But confrontation is so hard for me
I give in so easy
I even doubt me
Everything about me feels so wrong
I'm understanding that I don't belong
I want to
I promise
But I'm so self conscious

I don't know what I'm fighting for
The warning signs I can't ignore
Tryna break the habit once again
I can feel the walls are closing in
Don't know what I'm fighting for
If my habits never change

One step forward two steps back
Would you even notice that
I'm trying to be better
Than before

I don't know what I'm fighting for
The warning signs I can't ignore
Tryna break the habit once again
I can feel the walls are closing in
Don't know what I'm fighting for
If my habits never change
If my habits never change

I don't know what I'm fighting for
The warning signs I can't ignore

I'm on a path
You know what I'm thinking
Cancel my thoughts
Subscribe to my demons
I've made up my mind
No more deceiving
I'm filling the void
Time to get even
I just can't move on
I've waited for so long
The pain it goes beyond
I can't lie

If I break out of these chains
Would I save us from this curse
Will we turn to ash and burn
Do you think I'll make it worse?
And with all of my rage
Did I take it way too far
With these scars around my heart
I know I'll be torn apart
If I buried all my pain

Ready to go to war
What are we fighting for
It is my purpose so have I become a prisoner
Of my insanity mixed with the memories
Stuck in my head I don't know who I'm meant to be
I cannot move on
I've waited for so long
The pain it goes beyond
I can't lie

If I break out of these chains
Would I save us from this curse
Will we turn to ash and burn
Do you think I'll make it worse?
And with all of my rage
Did I take it way too far
With these scars around my heart
I know I'll be torn apart
If I buried all my pain
Take it all away

If I break out of these chains
Would I save us from this curse
Will we turn to ash and burn
Do you think I'll make it worse?
And with all of my rage
Did I take it way too far
With these scars around my heart
I know I'll be torn apart
If I buried all my pain
If I buried all my pain

Why do I try
I can't help sometimes
I feel so unalive

Just a shell of who I was
What I've seen has torn me up
All I do is run and run
I can't escape who I've become
I feel it in my chest
I wish I could forget
A memory of who I was
Is all that I have left

And I can't breathe
(I try and try but never getting it right)
Lost a part of me
(I toss and turn it happens every night)

Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive
Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive

Like a zombie
Decaying
My heart beat is fading
Paranoid I'm close to death
My life is hanging by a thread
Dead man
Walking
The reapers been calling
I can feel this is the end
Guiding me up to the edge

And now I can't breathe
(I try and try but never getting it right)
Lost a part of me
(I toss and turn it happens every night)

Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive
Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive

Breaking down I'm such a tragedy
Paranoid that someone's out for me

Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive
Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive
Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive
(I try and try but never getting it right)
I feel so unalive

I'm closer
I'm closer
If leaving means
I'll find closure
Find closure
'Cause I'm in a fragile state
And dying to feel okay
If I never leave this place I'm scared I'll break

One more day passes by we're in the same place
Now were stumbling over steps we retraced
Tell me who I am
I need to find myself again
I'm too caught up in circumstance to focus
That I'm losing my way, did you notice
Find out who I am
Someday you will understand

I'm closer
I'm closer
If leaving means
I'll find closure
Find closure
'Cause I'm in fragile state
And dying to feel okay
If I never leave this place I'm scared I'll break

I couldn't figure it out till it was too late
You took it all out on me I couldn't think straight
We gave it one more try
You swore you would make it right
Resentment left such a bitter taste in my mouth
I'd rather hold it all in than let my guard down
It all went up in smoke
And now I have to let you go

I'm closer
I'm closer
If leaving means
I'll find closure
Find closure
'Cause I'm in fragile state
And dying to feel okay
If I never leave this place I'm scared I'll break

I never meant to be a burden
Deep down I know I'm just f*cking hurting
Isolated in this place we built
Gotta find myself
So I'll burn it all down
So I'll burn it all down

I'm closer
I'm closer
If leaving means
I'll find closure
Find closure
'Cause I'm in fragile state
And dying to feel okay
If I never leave this place I'm scared I'll break

Countless times trying to make it work
Lonely nights that we don't deserve
Falling asleep by the phone hurts
Are we breaking

Guilty conscience chasing ghost
Always leaving you when you need me most
Overwhelmed and so alone
'Cause we're breaking

When everything is wrong can I make it right
Waiting for a call staying up all night
Numb the pain
It's all too much to take

Lie to me
So I can finally sleep
Living an endless dream
That I won't ever leave
Lie to me
Tell me it's all okay
And that you're here to stay
Don't take this away from me

I'd give my soul to be with you
Either way I know I lose
Would've held on
But it's so unfair to you

When everything is wrong I can't make it right
Holding onto hope when there's none insight
Numb the pain
It's all too much to take

Lie to me
So I can finally sleep
Living an endless dream
That I won't ever leave
Lie to me
Tell me it's all okay
And that you're here to stay
Don't take this away from me

Going through the motions but we couldn't stop it
Living in the moment but we didn't want this
Loneliness just leads to bitterness

Going through the motions but we couldn't stop it
Living in the moment but we didn't want this
Loneliness just leads to bitterness

So please just
Lie to me
So I can finally sleep
Living an endless dream
That I won't ever leave
Lie to me
Tell me it's all okay
And that you're here to stay
Don't take this away from me