FantomSZN - Start Again Lyrics

I started to late
My heart aches, I can't escape
I thought it was fate
Left with regrets, alone I wait
To start again
That's the way it ends
In my dreams It's still alive
If I take another dive
Into the deep blue sea
All the poets have ceased
And there I found myself
Like everybody else
The only way to remain
The only way to live in vain
Under this veil of insanity
The desire to be free
Master of my own demise
Teaching me how to survive
But every time I try to live
I lose the will even to try
And when you look into my eyes
You'll see the bitterness and lies
My tears fall like the rain, and a soul in disguise
I've been holding out for life
No more tears left to cry
I have no reason left to even try
To start again
That's the way it ends
In my dreams It's still alive
If I take another dive