It been so much up on my mind
I cope with drugs just fa the healing
They like TY slow down
Hell naw I love the feeling
Get off drugs and feel better
But I swear it's soul stealing
Talk about life inna raq
Where it's either die or go to jail
You can't even leave the crib without ya pipe
This shit feel like hell
Pray to god drop to my knees
I hope he hear im wishing well
I lost Christian that shit broke me
Hate he had a farewell
Ain't even see em grow big
I swear this life shit some else
Want me to talk about my problems
This shit deep you might weep
That's why I put it onna beat
And talk my shit
This aint fa the weak
Step in Christian Lou just fa the pain
I swear im going insane
Different battles on my brain
But shid who I am to blame
All my trust gone
Im nonchalant
Don't care about shit
All alone in that dark phase
I couldn't call on you fa shit
Now yo hand out ?
I feel fa you
Cause I can't give you shit