[Verse 1]
Mascara runs like black rain
Heart's beating through my ribcage
Fluorescent lights and whispers
In this bathroom stall, I'm safer
Can't breathe, can't think, can't fake it
One more smile and I might break it
[Chorus]
My panic room paradise
Where weakness turns to battle cries
F*ck your perfect little lies
I'm building walls up to the sky
In my panic room tonight
Where breaking down feels so alive
[Verse 2]
Stage lights burn like fever
Run backstage, I'm a believer
In falling apart gracefully
While they're all watching patiently
Sarah holds my trembling hands
Says "f*ck them if they don't understand"
[Bridge]
Lock the door, shut them out
This anxiety's my crown now
In this sanctuary of scars
Found strength behind these bars
[Chorus]
My panic room paradise
Where weakness turns to battle cries
F*ck your perfect little lies
I'm building walls up to the sky
In my panic room tonight
Where breaking down feels so alive
[Outro]
They want me pretty, want me sane
Want me dancing through the pain
But in this tile and porcelain space
I've found my sweetest hiding place
My panic room, my saving grace
My beautiful disgrace