Faux Alarms - Pretty Nihilist Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Designer labels and daddy's credit card
Playing rebel in my backyard
Screaming into pillows late at night
Everything's wrong but it's all so right
Can't tell if I'm deep or just depressed
Another rich kid feeling oppressed

[Chorus]
I'm a pretty little nihilist
With a trust fund and a twisted wrist
Singing "f*ck the system" from my queen-size bed
While existential dread fills my head
Such a pretty little nihilist
Adding chaos to my shopping list
Living in a world that's bound to end
Might as well look good as it all descends

[Verse 2]
Had a meltdown at the indie show
Mascara running, nowhere to go
They all pretend they understand
While I'm hyperventilating in the bathroom, goddamn
Playing dress-up in my anarchy
What a f*cking joke, that's what they see

[Bridge]
Sometimes I feel so f*cking fake
Like everything I do is just a take
But this emptiness feels so damn real
When I'm screaming, that's the only time I feel

[Chorus]
I'm a pretty little nihilist
With a trust fund and a twisted wrist
Singing "f*ck the system" from my queen-size bed
While existential dread fills my head
Such a pretty little nihilist
Adding chaos to my shopping list
Living in a world that's bound to end
Might as well look good as it all descends

[Outro]
Watch me break down in designer clothes
Strike a pose while it all explodes
Pretty little nihilist on display
Screaming louder as I fade away