fawlin - help it! Lyrics

I can't help it
Losing myself, can't help it
Crying on my phone so helpless
Why is everything so hellish
I'm so selfish, I can't help it
Losing myself, can't help it
Feeling like I'm never gonna make it
Will I ever stop feeling so vacant
I'm so selfish
I can't
You were the one I called my home, yeah
Was ignoring all the exit signs
I couldn't stand to be alone, yeah
You know the silence makes me out my mind
Every second without you
It got so hard to breathe
And now I'm thinking
Did you love me
Did it mean a thing
Now looking back I see clear
Yeah, what was happening
You just wanted to watch me bleed
I can't help it
Losing myself, can't help it
Crying on my phone, so helpless
Why is everything so hellish
I'm so selfish, I can't help it
Losing myself, can't help it
Feeling like I'm never gonna make it
Will I ever stop feeling so vacant
I'm so selfish
I can't
All of my, all of my, all of my life
I was looking for a girl like you
And when I found you I soon realized
I was better with somebody new
Streetlights be shining on my red hood
I'm driving around to forget about you
All of the places I go
There's always something that reminds me of you
And all the things that we used to do
Back when you changed everything that I knew
Now you left me all alone and confused
I'm so glad I'm through with you
I can't help it
Losing myself, can't help it
Crying on my phone, so helpless
Why is everything so hellish
I'm so selfish, I can't help it
Losing myself, can't help it
Feeling like I'm never gonna make it
Will I ever stop feeling so vacant
I'm so selfish
I can't help it