Fear of Water - Can't Believe Lyrics

I used to pretend that I don't need a guiding hand
But I found that in this I fall down on my face

I can't believe all the lies I tell myself just to fall asleep at night
It's just not right

I can't believe myself, I just let you walk away
Now I'll never know

Sometimes when I try I can see myself
Living in the self destructive that I built
I can't believe all the lies I tell myself
Just to fall asleep at night

I can't believe myself, I just let you walk away
Now I'll never know

I can't let you go
Let me live. I can't live
I can't believe the lies I tell myself just stay awake at night

I can't believe myself, I just let you walk away
Now I'll never know