Self-Conflict Video (MV)

Constantly at war with myself
I'm always close to the edge
Just know if I could go back
I would
And this would all be different
I always knew the truth.
Yet I refused to believe it
I'm at war with myself
My mind
My heart
And with my gut
Don't know what to trust
Lost sight of everything
Once I knew it was through
That was my cue
I spent so much time on people
Who never deserved it
I need to stop blaming myself
Something in me now has changed
All it took
Was for me to break
I won't be the same
I'm not to blame
Now it's just a shame
Of what we all became
Should've seen it
Coming from the start
Do you feel the pain inside my heart
I spent so much time on people
Who never deserved it
I need to stop blaming myself
Something in me now has changed
All it took
Was for me to break
I won't be the same
I'm not to blame
Now it's just a shame
Of what we all became
Should've seen it
Coming from the start
Do you feel the pain inside my heart