Fells - 5 AM Lyrics

It's 5am I'm laying with you on my own
Been trying to sleep but I can hear all of my broken bones
Anxiety is making breathing pretty difficult
Thought I could fix myself
I guess I'm terminal

I'm the ghost, you're the grave
I'm the hole, you're the spade
I'm the one wasting space
You're the one who got away
Sending my feelings to your phone
Even though nobody's home
I'm the one wasting space
I fade away

I'm sorry that I hurt you
I didn't mean to do that
I just have too much shit on my mind
Now I can't even f*cking think straight
Losing all the week days
I've been feeling weak as hell inside

I know you hated me for everything
That I couldn't do
Wish you'd have told me from the start
That I was nothing to you
Now I'm bleeding, yeah I'm bleeding
And it feels good, yeah it feels good

Heart on my sleeve and
I've been shivering these nights alone
Just spending every second
Wishing you were here to hold
Not gonna' lie to you
It's kind of getting difficult
To be the only one awake at 5am alone

I'm backing up into your driveway
Thinking about what I'll say
The sight of you has got me so uptight
Now I can't even f*cking think straight
Watching as my heart breaks
Praying as I look into your eyes

I know you hated me for everything
That I couldn't do
Wish you'd have told me from the start
That I am nothing to you
Now I'm bleeding, yeah I'm bleeding

I'm sorry that I hurt you
I didn't mean to do that
I just have too much shit on my mind
Now I can't even f*cking think straight
Losing all the week days
I've been feeling weak as hell inside

I know you hated me for everything
That I couldn't do
Wish you'd have told me from the start
That I was nothing to you
Now I'm bleeding, yeah I'm bleeding
And it feels good, yeah it feels so good